Tour, let fish

In our office, except for the three of us, the director, teacher Song and me, if we want to find more vitality, it will be a few ordinary flowers and plants. Among the several pots of flowers and plants, if you really want to find a pot that can be called valuable, it will be the director’s June snow. It is said that the director of this potted flower has been kept for eight years, and I appreciate its name very much. The snow in June is extraordinary, pure and elegant, and the snow flies in June to cool in the heat, which is no less than the cold winter to send charcoal in the snow! It was a pity that the word “name is not attached to the truth” jumped in my mind when I saw the appearance of this pot of flowers: short plants, dishevelled twigs, fine leaves mixed with yellow and green, and I have never seen it bloom. What is the snow in June? It looks like a haggard sick woman, certainly not Xi Shi. Such a few plants, a table of documents and chores, the howling of the phone, the constant coming and going, and the door opening and closing, all formed my office environment. Every day is like this, and every month is similar. One day, as soon as I stepped into the office, I found a leisurely side in this mess: there was a small glass fish tank on the top of the cupboard beside my seat, and two goldfish were swimming leisurely. After asking, I realized that it was the teaching aids in Mr. Song’s studio. Considering that the studio was inaccessible, I moved these two little lives to the bustling office. The corner of the cabinet is too high, which makes people uncomfortable. How can this leisure be wasted. I carefully held down the fish tank and put it on the first gear of the cupboard, so that the whole room and visitors could see the leisurely scenery. The arrival of two goldfish brought us the coolness like snow in June. When I was a little free at work, I turned my items to watch them calmly: one red and one black, one big and one small, round head and wide tail, sudden eyes and nose bulging, moving like flying in the sky, quiet like idle clouds lying in the sky, just like the shadow, leisurely. Looking at them, I thought of the play fish under the lotus leaves in the south of the Yangtze River, the idle tail in the stone pool in the east of the river, the team fish in the basin in Changli, and the Jinlin in the smoke waves in the Dongting Lake. I also think of a modern folk song which is widely spread in the market. It is a sentence in the series of teachers of modern folk songs, saying: The teacher is a goldfish in the fish tank, and the future is bright and the way out is not big. A joke brought the teacher so close to goldfish. When I thought of this sentence and looked at goldfish again, I immediately got confused like Zhuang Zhou Mengdie. Butterfly is Zhuang Zhou, Zhuang Zhou is Butterfly; teacher is Goldfish, goldfish is teacher. Between mermaids, things are replaced by me, like falling five miles of clouds and mist, escaping into a rare muddle. Sometimes I wake up from a hard muddle and read this sentence carefully, which makes sense. In today’s society, although teachers are no longer the old nine, they are far away from the focus of people’s pursuit. They are not destined to be officials, and cannot be glorious; They cannot be rich without money; They cannot be famous for their fame. In the end, they only enjoy the treatment of drought and flood protection, and stay with the poor for life. This means that the future is bright and the way out is not big. Therefore, there are people who sneer at teachers and those who scoff at teachers. It doesn’t matter. What is more exasperating is that some rich and powerful parents are happy to show off in front of their teachers. Although it is not out of intention, their words are arrogant, their eyes are light and slow, and their behaviors are forgetful. If you criticize face to face, you will lose your dignity. If you keep silent, you will feel really unhappy if you are stuck in your throat. Although it is purely personal behavior for parents to show off, it also reflects a kind of social atmosphere. We see that goldfish is separated by a transparent fish tank. People see that what we are separated by is not only glass, but a mass of things that cannot be seen clearly, and there is no lack of impurities. The separation between teachers and society seems to be unclear. Teachers are also people in the society, and it is difficult for them not to be happy with things, not sad with things, and forget things. Once the wind blows and the grass blows, it is inevitable that the Heart Lake will flood and move like a fish. But one thing you and I have to admit is that although the fish in the teachers’ heart is not always leisurely, it is generous and simple. Being calm and tolerant is their constant nature. Thinking of this, the chaotic thoughts calmed down and gradually condensed into a poem: Peach Blossom and plum blossom are silent and smiling, and the fish heart is free to swim!

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