Missing my own

Maybe it’s because you like someone. Unconsciously, he bought a lot of books that he liked. Even if he didn’t have time, he would give up the things at hand decisively. Even if he didn’t like them, he would read every word carefully with relish. Unconsciously, He hummed his favorite songs for many times. Even the rock and roll that he always thought was noisy, he could hear the quietness. Even if it was all Korean, it seemed that he could fully understand it. Unconsciously, his pet phrase became the same as him. Even if it was a modal particle, it would be a little sweet. Even if it was a dirty word, it could not help saying it even regardless of the occasion. He unwittingly mended a lot of his interests, even if those things were really difficult, even if he had thought that there would be no intersection with them in his life. Unconsciously, I only used the tissue of the brand used when I was with him. Unconsciously, I was used to losing all common sense in front of him and earnestly enjoying the little happiness of being an idiot. Unconsciously, I admire him for no reason. Unconsciously, he became another one. One day, when you see the books in the bookcase, you don’t take them out angrily and put them under the bed, but browse a few pages with a smile. When the familiar melody rings, it is not to avoid or cry quietly, but to listen quietly, and my mind comes to the appearance that I followed Humph everyday. When you hear familiar words, you can’t help saying them in the same tone. When someone asks you why you understand these, it’s not that you don’t know how to answer them in a panic, but that you said confidently that you were interested in them. When smelling the smell of green tea, it is not to stay for half an hour, but to pass through the previous picture in your mind, and then you should wipe your hands and sweat. When you take a bus, you have to look at the bus stop by yourself, not moaning pitifully without illness, but getting used to it slowly. However, perhaps, the one he once worshiped was still the big star in his heart. However, I was kind of missing myself who had known him before. I was so free, so free and bold, and so mad. However, I still miss the silly child who strives to optimize himself because of his love, so persistent, so tough, so desperate, so brave, so honest, so kind, so naive, then make yourself proud now. It also makes me feel distressed now. I also like myself who once liked you, and finally understood this sentence. Zhang Xiaoxian said: there is a kind of forgetting, which will drift away in the wind. If flowers bloom and fall, one day, when you look back, you will find that youth is so easy to forget. How lucky I am to have such a youth that is easy to forget.

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