Network Sunday

Living unaccustomed and getting used to it for 3 years, living in a small city that I don’t want to be familiar with is the result that I didn’t expect. In fact, it is the end point and staying at the starting point, it is a train that has not reached the destination. The reality is the track. Deviation will break away from the center of life. We only have to concentrate quietly and move forward through strange tunnels and unknown cities and villages, time and space are shuttling back and forth silently. I have been quiet in the kitchen for nearly 1,000 days. I feel the suffering of youth in lampblack and vegetables and repeat different tastes every day. I think life is like this, while I am more listening to the numerous suggestions and trivial things put forward by the staff. I am used to finding a balanced way among different problems, and it is not harmonious without some problems, the method of harmony lies in the way of solution and efficiency, and finding unity in contradiction. I know that the movie Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, directed by Ang Lee from Taiwan, was silent in the kitchen for 3 years, and then it was a legend. I don’t know what I did in 3 years. I think it should not be wasted in the smell of lampblack. The satisfaction of employees is not my final result. When I stop working every Sunday, there is no work on Sunday in the kitchen. This time is lonely for me, because people will be lonely if they are active in thinking, shuttling between the dormitory and the canteen, especially during the busy time, this is also the result of no housework and no home to go back. The dormitory is the second home. Fortunately, there is a pot house with internet, the interest of going out to play is not as strong as before. I can’t drink wine and quit smoking. Thanks to my calm throat. My throat needs rest, so any real object has two sides, sometimes it is painful to be unable to sing, especially the music you like. Pure music has become a friend now, which can make you stop the impulse to shout calmly. The Internet has become a habit, the first thing to do when you go back to the dormitory is to turn on the computer. After The dormitory is equipped with air conditioner, you spend more time surfing the Internet, just like the habit of smoking in the past, which is used to expressing empty and lonely time in this way, online life can also be unreal and unreal. Some web pages are unknowable to seek novelty in life, and chatting is not relaxed and comfortable when strolling, In an era where material lure and lies coexist, more and more people are concealing their own strength and helplessness and using modern and more civilized ways to express elegant and bright images, which is progress, but sometimes it is too far-fetched to interpret a more real self and space. The perfection of time is hypocrisy and performance. The play is like human beings, and the scenery is outside the play. You can only see and appreciate it. This is a process of getting happiness, and online love is even more a legend, but most of the results are not fairy tales, and a beautiful story is a trip. Because we believe in the charm of scenery, we have to go through and experience it, this is an inevitable logic. Online Sunday is like listening to a song, The Lemon Tree sat down in a boring room. It is indeed another rainy Sunday afternoon. I am killing my time, and I have nothing to do. I am wandering, I am waiting for you. But it never happened, and I want to know so much. I am driving my car for a ride nearby. I drove fast, I drove too far. I want to change my opinion. I feel so lonely, I am waiting for you. But it never happened, and I want to know so much. I want to know how and why. Yesterday you told me about the blue sky. And all I can see is just a yellow lemon tree. I am turning my head up and down. I am turning, turning, turning, turning, turning back. And all I can see is indeed another yellow lemon tree. I sat here and lost my strength. I want to go out to take a bath. But there are heavy thoughts wandering in my mind. I felt so tired that I had to fall on the bed. Nothing has ever happened here, but I want to know something. I am walking casually in the desert. Baby, how can I pursue another kind of fun. Everything will happen, and I understand that you also want to know. And all I can see is indeed another lemon tree. And all I can see, and all I can see, and all I can see is just a yellow lemon tree

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