A snap of the fingers, heart seamless

Most of the time when narrating a story, the feeling in the heart is more. However, the feeling between the fingers and the heart is a subtle emotion. I have never thought that giving up is the best result for each other. If I love each other, I will give up because of love. What I regret is myself. I remembered that I didn’t feel much when I met for the first time that day, but suddenly I was a little at a loss. I didn’t know what I should do or what I really wanted. My gentle personality was doomed to have nothing to do with me. I have always heard many people say that my personality is suitable for being a boy rather than a girl. In fact, I have also thought that if I were really a boy, I think I would be much happier, at least I won’t face everything I don’t want to face. There are always many twists and turns in life. It is too late to look back, and we have reached the next intersection. Many things are not what we want to do. There is no right decision or wrong awakening, maybe knowing too much will only make you more tired. From knowing each other and loving each other to getting married, this process may be a little unrealistic for us. Maybe many people will say that this process is the only way for lovers. If we don’t know each other, we will not confirm the relationship. If we are not sure about the relationship, then how can we get married? But now we break the routine. Only on this side did we know more about the relationship. We just stepped into the Palace of marriage with our own feelings. We didn’t know each other until we got married and found that they were not suitable for each other, take your youth as the final end of life. I always think that two people have fate together. If I have no feelings for you, then how can we talk about it? Love at first sight is doomed to be out of luck with me. Sorry, forgive my indulgence, maybe we are not suitable. I remember that when I said this sentence, I didn’t reflect anything. Maybe it should have been like this, maybe I was really not ready to take care of a family, I never think that I know a lot on the road of love. On the contrary, I know very little. I don’t know how to care for others, how to talk better with others, and how to grasp opportunities, there are too many people who don’t understand. You said, you will wait, but my heart is far away from you, close at hand, but far away from the end of the world, it seems very far away and unrealistic, there is no reason to choose, let yourself stay in a harbor of your own. A long crowd of people, strangers passing each other, not who is right and who is wrong, not who is incompetent in return for the final result, in the face of not necessarily able to achieve, leaving became the only relief between us. One day I met at the crossroad and forgot the original agreement, holding my hand and growing old with my son. Our Oath has already been buried in memory. Between the fingers, the passing of time has already made us look old. In the age when we shouldn’t meet, we have learned to grow up, face and survive. That’s all, but love has already become an extravagant hope. I like quietness. When I am alone, missing always comes like a tide. The light is very real and heavy. My tears have already been lifted, but I just don’t want to face it, the final result is to go on alone. In the hazy years, one year has passed like this. I have learned too much and understood too much, but my heart still seems to be so blank and love seems to be far away, unrealistic or fantasy.

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