Let the smile bloom like a flower

Although there was no coolness in the early summer morning, my heart was trembling. A gust of wind blew through, shaking the leaves to a sound, just like a muffled thunder exploding in my ears: your wife needs an operation! How! Over the past decade or so, we have helped each other and supported this family together through ups and downs. How! Although the doctor repeatedly said that the operation was not dangerous, I just couldn’t rest assured. I once tried to comfort others to think about everything, but now I think of how feeble those words were. I also really realized the feeling that it was none of my own business, and it was chaotic to care about myself. The sunshine climbed up the treetop from the trunk, which made the path that our family often walked mottled and paved my worries and sorrows all the way. Why is this road so long today and why can’t it come to an end! It rained heavily on the day of my wife’s operation, which added an inexplicable fear to my uneasy heart. Seeing his wife walking into the operating room, soon, the doctor in charge of the operation anesthesia came out, he first told me the danger of one kind or another that he might encounter during the operation like a routine, and then asked me if I agreed to the operation, and if I agreed, I would sign it. After hearing this, I felt a little out of control: Didn’t you say there was no danger? My younger sister said beside me: this is for the sake of emergency in the hospital. They all said this to the patients’ families. It’s okay. I only felt that my hands trembled so much that I really realized the feeling that the pen weighed a thousand pounds. I wrote my name on the signature column of the family members with a trembling hand and a pen. I usually feel good about my characters, but I feel that this is the worst time to write, and it is my own name! The next time is waiting, but what kind of waiting is this? Only those who have experienced it can experience it. This is not the waiting for the admission notice after the college entrance examination is completed; This is not the waiting for the children to be born by the father outside the delivery room; This is not the waiting for the employment after the manuscript is sent out; it’s not that I sit or stand outside the operating room. I just stared at the door of the operating room and listened to the sound of rain hitting the window, I felt like a heavy hammer hitting my heart, then grinding my heart hard until bleeding. Seeing the anxiety on my face, my mother-in-law and sister persuaded me directly: it doesn’t matter. Didn’t the doctor say it’s all right? Okay. After hearing this, I felt as if they were comforting themselves. I don’t know how long it took, a piece of light suddenly came out of the window. I didn’t know when the rain stopped, and the sun shot in through the glass window. The door of the operating room was opened, and I ran there quickly. The first thing I saw was my wife’s pale face and vacant eyes. The doctor said: The operation was very successful. I suddenly had a feeling of wanting to cry, which was to cry for the joy of the successful operation and also to my wife. We hurriedly sent our wife to the ward, and after settling her down, I went home to fetch things. As soon as I opened the door, my eyes were swayed by something. I took the opportunity to look at it, oh! The cucumbers in my yard have blossomed, and the ridges of cucumbers are like a group of young girls in yellow-green color clothes relaxing their sleeves in the breeze, dancing with several gorgeous butterflies and chubby bees and the rhythm of the wind. I couldn’t help stopping, temporarily forgetting my troubles and appreciating this yellow and green world. Cucumber vines twined on the shelf and were trying to grow upward. The green leaves became more tender after being washed by the rain. The five-star Yellow Flowers became more and more gorgeous, and there were several small raindrops lying on the leaves and flowers, when a gust of wind blows, they roll around like pearls, and tease you like Cute elves blinking shiny eyes. Looking at it, unconsciously, I felt my tight face suddenly relaxed, and there was a smile on the corners of my mouth. I smiled, and I laughed unexpectedly! It seems that I haven’t laughed for many days, even for the past six months! Some time ago, because I transferred my job, I was not adapted to the new working environment. I was very upset. Recently, my wife got sick again, which was really a disaster. The pressure of work and life deprived me of my laughter. Seeing the flowers blooming in the courtyard so delicate and charming, they greeted me one by one like smiling faces. My heart suddenly shocked: Yes, there are nine or eight unpleasant things in life. What can I do with this trivial thing! Sour, sweet, bitter and spicy are the flavoring agent of life, which dose is missing will also leave a defect for the perfect life. Just as the flower of this cucumber is blooming and falling, it must be sweet in the heart when it shows people in a beautiful posture, because it is smiling, and in the process of slowly withering until withering, we can also read its bitterness from its thin figure. It seems to have infinite nostalgia for this world. It is also because of this that it knows better to show its most dazzling moments to people as much as possible. Should we make our limited life more sweet and more smiling like this flower. Especially in difficult situations, we should firmly believe that even if there are a thousand things that make you sad, you should find one thousand reasons to make you happy. Let the smile bloom every day just like this flower.

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