Youth is far away, dream is awake [Qintai Literature and Art]]

Yi Zhongtian said, Chinese used do three dream, Emperor dream, clean government dream, dream Knight, but eventually end in disappointment, but Caomin a daydream. To be honest, Emperor dream? I never did, China only has a Wu Zetian, it’s not my place; Upright official dream? Never thought, although I skin dark enough, and package sunspot have a fight, as a child was also kidding call me arbiter, but I chi not this; Dream Knight? Is done, but it in my head lens is nothing more than and lover battle sword go, ce ma xiao xi feng, Swordsman after, Hermitage Mountain, in own peach garden in indulge singing, midnight rafting, bells solitary state gu ci under, man chuan rain tide born. The rivers and lakes far, laugh at home temple high artificial fame burden running, exulting own magnificent turn, sword back sheath how pleasure. I keep thinking about all the do is through dream, I want to do through the eye of woman should be a lot, remember junior high school boarding, twenty several girls in a dormitory, talk in your sleep of a lot, one night I long sleep, suddenly heard my lower berth sister small fragrant screamed in dream screams at: I don’t Palace, I don’t Palace, I was almost laughed party, correct, I am tummy. The next day — some students asked: small sweet, you last night has been called not Palace not is dream palace when gold? Me snicker, original hear I’m not the only one person. Also to remind myself over and don’t sleep. Always feel reinforced cement, Sky Wire of modern less romantic, less reveries. No Bluebird does not pass cloud letter, clove empty knot rain sorrow sorrow; There are no heavy heart-to-heart, needle air compressor puee xiu lingering; No From Hate as spring grass, further more line also born sigh. In short, some depressing, so I often do through to the ancient dream, my distracted ancient Ah, how wish one day a lightning hack me to you side. So I spend all my time for through preparation, hold couplet books, recite, ancient poetry, seriously study history, afraid one day wearing back don’t know what year is what year. Even Read Body division is to learn a lesson or two for wear back of a rainy day, unfortunately qualification with a crossbow Blunt learned nothing. Reading teachers, teachers praised me retentiveness, couplet can and like ancient literature of Korean teacher kill too dizzy. Remember Once weekend I in bed shouted boring, my lower berth of Chen Lin, say and I than said poetry couplet, she said a sentence, with me on this one, said later I’m afraid of, thought diamond cut diamond. Again right for a long time she finally not speak, I head out asked her how do not say, She a from library borrowed lost the book on for tired, not playing with you. I was-haired black line, actually Yin me. Mad. That I’m special went as far. Actually I this is compelling, think I ordinary predicament, fundamental is throw crowd in offers a guide for Lord, needlework and poor, and feet stupid, travel back after estimation is become beggars life, if history better somehow can to stall fortune-telling, multi-back point poetry, perhaps can pass as semi-a talented woman, if through to Tang and Song dynasties before I could probably count guo shi wu shuang, who like I set poets of Dacheng, estimated that have strained Cao Zijian see I will candidly admit defeat, not to mention that because a sentence wei ruo Liuxu because of the wind, famous for his xie dao Yun. I often dream, in the dream those near or far or a soft story repeated scenes, let me, unable to stop. In the dream I back to ancient clearly know didn’t mean to a through time and space Love, clearly know is just own classical plot mischief, so I to an onlooker to witness the Empress and, pros and cons of the elegy; To see the genius and beauty vigorous eternal love myth; Understand that zuiwo beauty knee, how to wake up the emperors who were in charge of the power of the world, how to be drunk and dream to death in singing and dancing, how to give directions to the country with passion, how to settle down the country in internal and external troubles; How to see those so-called heroes and heroes gallop, crowded, achievements Chiaki dominance. Understand that in officialdom struggling float-sink of loyal liang chen how upright and outspoken, universal love world, alone, resourceful; Know that in officialdom in ease of traitor how both ways, qishangmanxia, set the advantage against heavy greener pastures. Knowing how the princess, who has been singing all over the world, led her neck and desired to accept the nectar; How to rack her brains to smile. Understand pity people in red dust flow Ock light why broken branches, drink, in gongs harsh prison sentence staggered in how slutty-shaped startle, unruly. See through fireworks Willow alley of women that jing cai jue yan behind tears pay, that smile behind damaged (see. In up and down wu cemni years long river cruising wander, I most heart yearning of dynasties is Song dynasty, because Zhao several emperors seems no ever cut down a literati head, through to there should life safety to be protected, where so many of my favorite poet poet. If can through to there, I will clap say to celebrate. Always wanted to experience what is ruzuochunfeng, estimation listen to Cheng Hao lecture can got what we wanted; Always felt underappreciated, if encounter love when Bole of Ouyang Xiu then I never sigh huang zhong hui qi wa fu lei ming; Always want to see Su Dongpo and Buddha print bucket Machine front, if lucky enough to see two back-and-forth I worthwhile life; Always way back that all time bold reformer Wang Anshi is what appearance, if met him, conversation under found him ideas often coincide (history is not white of, Wang Anshi’s content estimated that many people have by heart) maybe he reuses I; always want to meet that childhood break the vat save Sima Guang, not for he went to his, not wants to help he compiled “mirror”, just curious how he from bold innovative child grew up to them buttoned. If came to finding Song Dynasty maybe will encounter granted lyrics of Willow of three variations and his wine and song get drunk, maybe as many. May encounter Li Shishi, that and Huizong, lang zi yan qing and large poet Zhou Bangyan have a relationship entanglements but without losing chivalrous lofty character Odd Woman. And those I admire large poet I must write one list impeccable timing one by one and they met find out. Then large thorn chant a they heart and my heart there is, temporarily pen nothing words, let them jaw-dropping. What’s Song Dynasty and Kaifeng, that history most handsome civil servants Chan Chao there, don’t know if he and Vincent Chiao play Chan Chao as affordable gentleman, moist Jade eight words. If really can through to Song Dynasty think of it, cool. In all the ancients in I most want to approach people is that make a poet really peerless, poor, unfortunate kings of Lee Chung-kwong, I often think, is a how exquisitely carved heart could write such pathos poignant words Ah, that in-depth bone marrow, pain to soul sadness pulling me to know him, very anxious and his empathetic. Read his word is kind of the spirit of enjoyment, is kind of emotional torment. He stubbornly thought that he should be a person who was extremely elegant, but he couldn’t escape the tumbling hand in the meditation, and was severely fooled by the fate of the times. The country is unfortunate and the poet is lucky. When it comes to the vicissitudes of life, whose misfortune is it? Who’s sad? I often think if you not imperial how good, indulge landscape not kuaizai? And lovers are harmonious musical instruments play still not le zai? But if you’re not a king, how can write that eternal farewell, Swan Song swan song, first desperate after and last. Li Congjia, I am reluctant to let you suffer, but I am reluctant to give up your tears and tears. The words of love you, the people who love you, love you so much that they can’t wait to go through you, accompany you to sing about the vicissitudes of the world and dance through life. Through dream with with me through green years, today’s own if not old, but it’s been closed eyes dreaming of age, maybe one eye also tightly closed, inside full of dream, I am unwilling and dare not to wake up, but the other eye has opened to face the reality, accept the reality and think about it. And colleagues chatted about their own through Dream, Small Juanzi said, not in a million travel back, to ancient how over-ah, no computer without mobile phone salt expensive things had not been invented, plus hurried retreat maybe through do not know how to die. It is really not worthwhile to die for crossing, let alone the longing in youth is just meaningless wild thinking, and people can never get rid of the deep loss abandoned by reality. Ancient absolutely no I thought so poetic, I was so fascinated by the ancient times that I might escape from the reality by myself. What’s more, when I grew up, I had already understood that approaching meant a distant truth. If the people and things I really wore back and saw were ten to eight miles away from my imagination, I would rather head against. Think about how many slaps the facts have slapped herself. The gentle and graceful Bingxin lady who she thought was full of feminine beauty was actually a jealous and pitiful woman, and she could speak ill because Lin Huiyin was prettier than her, the two families were hundreds of meters apart, but they didn’t get along with each other. I thought Dai Wangshu, who was a handsome Childe, was just a big guy with pockmarks on his face. If the reality was so cruel, I would rather imagine their beauty far away. Worth mentioning, don’t dream again, youth has far, dream awake. Melancholy lost doomed accompanied.

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