Middle-aged

In a corner, I accidentally found a photo album. The photo was a little yellow, which was my young self. Time flies so fast that I am already middle-aged. Looking at some childish photos, it was my real self. I don’t know when I learned to disguise, as if I forgot tears and sadness. There are so many ups and downs in life that I gradually learned to be strong from adversity. When people reach middle age, they are old at the top and small at the bottom. The pressure of life sometimes brings themselves to the edge of collapse. I really want to cry like a child, release the pressure and put aside the disguise. When I want to cry, I suddenly find that tears have become my luxury for middle-aged people. When people reach middle age, time has smoothed the edges and corners, and time has forgotten the ideal, leaving only a helpless sigh. Life becomes like a cup of boiled water, plain, tasteless and tasteless. In the dead of night, when sorting out the messy thoughts, I always feel unwilling and feel that I can do something else, but I don’t know where to start. When people reach middle age, their hearts are calm like the lake surface. Even if a huge stone is put into it, it will soon be engulfed by the water, which can not arouse too much waves. I have gradually become accustomed to the plain life, and gradually feel happiness from the details of life, and taste the natural sweetness from boiled water. When people reach middle age, their hearts become less young and more mature. When looking at friends around me, online friends, talking about confideness, blue-face confidant and lover, I feel funny. It really doesn’t matter to myself. This is a good calculation formula. When you decide to use your family as a bet to find an unreal romance. You have stepped into the abyss. You may not get anything. You are doomed to lose a lot. You have lost your parents’ expectations for yourself, your wife’s trust in yourself, and your children’s respect for yourself. When people reach middle age, they have passed the age of playing with fire, and their hearts gradually become calm and rational. What should be given up has been given up, and what should be forgotten has also been forgotten. For the sake of family and life, we can only suffer some grievances and forget ourselves…..

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