If you are well, it will be sunny

When the cold wave was ready to go, my cold came first. Sick tired, malaise, really want to lie in this bed suspended animation. I don’t want to do anything and do nothing. I slept alone in the dormitory for an afternoon. Suddenly I wanted to eat an apple. I ate a Big Apple and felt very full. Suddenly I was very greedy and wanted to eat ice cream. Bingqilin, the sweet melting quickly on the tip of the tongue, can always give me a little comfort when I am depressed. It tells me that there is a flavor in life, called sweet. In fact, I am in a strange mood now. Not good, not bad. I just suddenly didn’t want to do anything, and suddenly wanted to escape from reality, hiding in my little quilt and hibernating. Until I feel that I want to bask in the sun. I am always so selfish that I want to connive myself to be a dreaming child. If it is OK, I want to live such a simple and happy life all the time. I so cherish. But I know that one day, I must open my wings to protect the people I want to protect. I can’t live in the Ivory Tower all the time, watching the wind and rain outside, pouring down the whole season. One day, I must fly in the wind and rain. Facing the wind and rain, I am fearless and go forward. In my quiet world, one day, a huge gap will break out, flowing into the noise of the world and complex elements. At that time, I was simple and only missed. Without much strength, I could cover the cracked gap and resist hysterically. In fact, I always want to be a simple girl. When I grew up, I found it was a selfish idea, because I was simple and wanted too much protection. I am used to walking slowly and doing things slowly. I am used to arguing nothing. But when thinking about the future, I feel scared from my heart. I am afraid that this kind of thing will not be too slow. When I come to the end, I miss too much and get nothing. I am afraid that I will owe a lot of people like this. I always lack passion and confidence. After entering the university, I found that I was not as active as I imagined, but unexpectedly low-key. After joining the club organization, I found myself too busy with three heads and six arms. Finally, it was the end of the semester. When there was no job, I turned back and found that my study had fallen a lot. About Family affection, distance makes me cherish more. As for friendship, as always, I hope to have these lovely friends all the time. As for love, I have been dreaming all the time. I thought I would have a beautiful encounter in college. None of the countless possibilities I had imagined appeared. I am always too simple and complicated. Standing in reality, I was terrified to find that I couldn’t find a fulcrum. When the weather gets cold, sitting in the warm room typing these words, I suddenly have an impulse to go home. I really want to stand on the original roof, watch the blue sky, see the white clouds, watch the kites, see the birds, and watch the dusk passing away. I really want to run, laugh, Chase and fall down unscrupulously in the original wilderness. I really want to ride a bicycle and let go of my hands on the original country road, which is as comfortable as flying. I really want to sleep under the window on the second floor again and wake up in the morning radio music. I really want to go home and meet my parents, grandparents, sisters, younger brothers. I really want to grow so simply in the plain I am used. I said to the world, if you are well, it will be sunny. If you are well, it will be sunny. I said to myself.

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