Dies of memory

One summer in 1985, my mother went to my grandma’s house. We hadn’t seen her for a long time, and we missed her very much. My brother and I went to the place of turtle ao, and chose to go to the player’s house on a big stone beside he Yaowei’s house. I felt bored after playing for a long time, the sun was going down. With the coming of dusk, we gradually thought of mom. Suddenly, my brother put forward his own idea and told me: a CHENG! We won’t go back, will we go to grandma’s? I said: Oh! Why don’t you tell Dad? Let’s go! Brother said: you are stupid! Why are you talking to dad? I told him, can we go to get it? I said: Oh! Brother said okay! Let’s go down the mountain! In this way, we walked down the hill along the downhill road. When we reached the pavilion, we ran into my second elder brother (a cousin, because he was studying in junior high school at that time, happened to meet us on the way), he asked us: a CHENG! Appin! You go there? My brother and I said: go to grandma’s house! At that time, the second elder brother thought we were joking, so he ignored us. He went home climbing the mountain with his schoolbag on his back (I said later when I heard my parents’ narration: just for this thing, my uncle almost killed my second elder brother, saying that he didn’t pull us back, or that he shouldn’t hide the truth and didn’t tell my father and grandfather. When we walked to the bank of the lake source Mountain and came to the side of the lake source mountain road circling near hengcha Ridge, the sunshine gradually went out, and gradually became dim. Fortunately, in the dark night, we have already seen a round moon hanging in the high altitude, so we don’t feel scared at night; At the beginning, they talked and laughed, as if they were not tired, we were so funny that we didn’t want to stay at home at all. At that time, meeting our mother was our biggest idea. We walked forward forever until we were tired. When I couldn’t walk beside Huyuan highway, my brother encouraged me to say: a CHENG! We come on! As long as we work hard, we will be home soon! I was tired and said to my brother: Brother! I can’t walk any more! I want to rest! My brother smiled at me, hesitated in his mouth and said: Yes! Okay! Let’s just have a rest, okay? I said: OK! We sat on the road pier beside the road, looking at the Blue Sky under the night sky, counting stars in every corner of the sky, as if we suddenly walked to the astronomer Zhang Heng in Han dynasty when he was young, I had a dream of being an astronomer, but it was a pity that I was still very young at that time. I didn’t know what science was, what astronomical knowledge was, and what the meaning of astronomy was. But at that time, I counted the stars all to reduce the tired confusion. Maybe I also wanted to play at that time, and I became curious about the stars all because of my ignorance. My brother looked at me tired. He led me to the side of the river of Huyuan River and picked up a stone in the grass along the road, then he made a pose and threw a stone out to Hanoi in the lake source stream. The Stone made a few stumps in the river and then disappeared. I asked my brother curiously: Brother! Brother! How did you practice this skill? Did you teach me? Brother said: try it yourself, and you will! I also picked up a stone and threw it into the river just like my brother, so I wouldn’t jump into the river like my brother. When I was still confused without head and brain, my brother said: OK! I will teach you next time, but do you want to listen to me now? I said: That so Ah! Oh! Listen to you! Brother said: OK! We will leave, otherwise we will not be able to go to grandma’s house at dawn, OK? I said: OK! We started to walk one after another. Until we entered the village in the dead of night, we met an old man who was four or five years old. He pulled a two-wheel car and didn’t know what was in the car, I just saw that he covered it with a plastic cloth and tied it tightly with rope. After I glanced at him, he talked to us, and he asked: Hey! Are you two kids! Go there in the middle of the night, get up, get on my car, how about I pull you? We didn’t respond to him, and he approached and said to us: why do you ignore me? I am not a liar, and I will not turn you around. My home is just ahead. I think you are tired of walking and want to take you a ride. My brother and I went straight away, as if we didn’t see them, he was still looking at us with his head down and said: either go to my house, or you can live in our house when you come to my house, you are on the road early tomorrow morning. It’s OK to ask me to take you on the road. Just tell me the address. Seeing that we didn’t say anything to him, he shook his head and left. The two of us are still on our way, and we don’t know when it is now. Our stomachs are also snore. I said: Brother! I am already hungry and want to eat. My brother said: I am hungry too. I couldn’t stand it because of being hungry. Besides, the shop doors were closed, and the residential houses on both sides of the village road could not see the lights. There was no figure in the middle of the road and the alley of the alley, it seemed that the old man was right. It was already late at night, and there was no light in the family. I felt uncomfortable in my heart, so I blamed my brother and said: Brother! Brother! You hurt me. I haven’t been to grandma’s house yet. I’m hungry now. What do you think? Did I hurt you badly? My brother said to me angrily: How do I know this kind of thing will happen? I don’t know what to do now. What can I do? Now the door is closed, what do you ask me to do now? Yes! I am told you to come! But you agree with it yourself. How can you blame me now? Besides, you walk so slowly that you always say you are exhausted. What can I do? After being scolded by my brother, I sobbed, as if I didn’t want to take care of my brother. I sat there wiping my tears and didn’t want to move. My brother looked at me sadly, he comforted me and said: OK! Don’t be angry with your brother. It’s because your brother is not good. I shouldn’t take you down, which makes you unable to go home and sleep, and makes you hungry with me here. Brother said sorry to you, can you forgive him? Let’s go! Otherwise, we will spend the night here, OK! My good brother! Since I was comforted by my elder brother again and again, I felt much better. We started to move forward again. We went through another village after walking. I don’t know what village this is probably called, maybe when we went through the road of this village, we seemed to see another village from the distant shadow. Just like this village, the lights were off in the dark of wuqiba, as if we could not see anything clearly. When I turned back and looked at the back, a shadow came from my back, still holding a flashlight, running slowly from my sight. I couldn’t see who it was. I said to my brother: Brother! Brother! There is a figure running back, I don’t know who it is. Brother said: What do you care about him? Let’s go with us. He will go with him. I said: Oh! But I was still not at ease. I still wanted to see what happened. I turned back and looked around. The figure became clearer and clearer. Later I thought it was my father’s back. I said to my brother: Brother! Brother! It seems that dad is here. Brother said: Nonsense, how could it be dad? I said: It’s true! Brother said: impossible, how could dad come after him? Looking back fiercely, dad really stood behind him. He knocked on his brother’s head and found a restaurant in the market town behind my back, I don’t know whether this restaurant is all night or we just met at the closing time. In short, the door of this restaurant has not been closed. My brother and I had dinner here. After dad paid for us, he took us directly to grandma’s house. According to dad’s memory, the night we went to Grandma’s House, the town of Changkou was just flooded, so Dad had to lead my brother and me to detour to the town of Changkou, it took a long way to get to grandma’s house. When my father carried me to the door of grandma’s house, my brother and I knocked at the door together and shouted to the door again and again: Grandma! Grandma! Because of summer, the air in the room was particularly stuffy. Grandma and mom slept directly in the hall on the first floor, so they could easily hear our voice, we woke up in the half-awake and half-asleep state. Grandma got up and shouted: Grandma! Is us! Please open the door! Mom seemed to hear our voice coming, so she stood up and said to Grandma: who else? Your nephew is here! Grandma welcomed out and opened the door. As soon as she entered the door, Grandma nagged, “You are so late! My father told my grandmother and mother what had happened. My grandmother said, “you two children are really disobedient. You two came to my house in the middle of the night and didn’t worry about your grandparents, this kind of thing is not allowed in the future, otherwise your parents will be anxious. I said: Oh! Grandma said: Have you eaten that meal? Dad said: I ‘ve eaten it. I ate it in Datian market town. Since the store was about to close, I went to talk about it and sympathized with us, he fried two bowls of fried rice with eggs for both of them. Grandma said: let’s sleep! Dad said: I want to go back. Grandma said: why go back so late? Dad said: they are still waiting at the foot of the mountain. I have to give them a message to go back to save them from worry. Grandma said: whatever you want! Be careful on the road a bit. Dad said: I know. He left. When my father left, I cried. My grandmother asked me: What’s wrong with you? Why are you crying? I said: Grandma! I want to go back with my dad. Grandma said: go back, go back there, go back there at midnight? What do you want to do if you don’t sleep well? I cried. When my grandmother turned off the light, I felt more sleepless here. My mother comforted me and said: OK! Don’t cry! Isn’t it good to go home tomorrow? Grandma also interrupted: Isn’t Grandma’s family good? Why do you have to go home? You really make grandma angry, you are too naughty. I said: Grandma! Mom! I can’t sleep here. I want to go home. Why don’t you let me go back with my father? Mother said angrily, “Why is your child disobedient? Where will you go back in the midnight! Grandma’s home is your present home. Now you give me a good sleep. Otherwise, I will take you out. No matter you are, you will come back if you like, I won’t find you even if you are missing. Crying, I really fell asleep. Until dawn, my mother took me and my brother home.

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